Crippling Anxiety
"Get it together."
Taking deep breaths she managed to shakily take a seat on the marble fountain edge in the center of the secluded park, it was small and intimate, usually relaxing. It was also along the way to her new job.
But today also marked the day of the 5th anniversary of her pneumonia diagnosis and scare. She caught it fighting off the flu which took a toll on her due to a weak immune system. She fought off both feeling like she was dealt the bad hand in life. The memory of her time there was following in the form of significant debt from her stay and treatment.
She took slow deep breaths pushing away the thoughts that waited in the corners of her mind and looked at the fountain. The fleeting idea of climbing in to scoop up the coins of others crossed her mind. Instead, she dug around in her purse to surprisingly find a nickel. Not one to generally rely on superstitions or willingly toss coins for fun, she took the chance.
"I wish this anxiety didn't fuck me up like this.
.." Veronica whispered as the coin made contact with the water creating a satisfying splash.
After her moment of silence, she gathered her bearings and made her way to the destination.
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"How can I help you?" The receptionist in the lobby asked as Veronica stepped up to the desk.
"I'm a new hire, I was told to ask you for my badge."
"Ah....yes. We're glad to have you here, hope your first day isn't too hard on you." The woman smiled and asked for her name to get her logged into the system then provided a badge and information. Veronica felt intimidated by the professionalism and in general with this being a new job. She was lucky she even found it with short notice and received a quick response for the interview.
The woman then directed her to the elevator and told her to go to the 3rd floor, she smiled graciously feeling the pangs of panic as she stepped into the enclosed space. Veronica was focused on the doors closing while she tried to keep herself in check, she didn't notice the sly smile from the woman.
--
"Welcome! You must be Veronica? Risa let me know you were on the way."
Veronica shook the hand of the man she found out was her boss. He had a personality that seemed larger than life while inviting and humble. Everyone in the office seemed to have an inviting presence but if they were getting paid as much as she thought, she couldn't blame them.
"It's a pleasure to be here, I was sure you'd have others lined up for the position."
He let out a boisterous laugh with eyes that twinkled while leading her to the office that would serve as her domain, "We had a few but sometimes you have to take chances. I was told you'd make a nice addition here."
She could feel the blush in her cheeks and silently hoped that was true. He walked her around giving a small tour before leading the way to his office. Another woman stood outside his door and gave a polite wave, he introduced her as the manager Dominique.
Opening the door they both ushered her inside before taking their respective places.
Simon Cubunis read across the nameplate that he pushed across the desk to make way for paperwork.
"Dominique will be your direct manager, if you have any questions while on the job she will be your go-to gal."
"Don't be afraid to ask, nothing is off-limits." She added as Simon pushed the papers closer and provided a pen.
"These papers are just general paperwork, mostly the normal disclosures and everything. Terms of the contract, no discrimination...insurance for health and pets. If you have any of those."
Veronica nodded and glanced at the papers as he explained. Her anxiety was beginning to make its appearance yet again; her hands shook as she reached for the pen. "I'm sorry, I have a... anxiety, it won't stop me from doing my job but, I may need a second."
"No pressure, I'm sure it's mostly first day jitters and unfamiliarity that comes with trying something new. We are very accommodating here, I can promise you." Dominique said in a comforting tone while Simon nodded his head in agreement.
Veronica fell into deep thought, weighing the pros and cons to build herself up. She felt a surge of courage and assurance as she had looked up the reviews and information about the place beforehand.
She was almost surprised with herself because the company was a growing sex toy industry with branches into sex work. Her job itself was dealing more so with sales and checking on the status for missing orders in the system. Also some paperwork and acting as an assistant.
Emboldened Veronica figured why not, she had her reservations about the place and people but it seemed real and her opportunity was now.
Quickly picking up the pen, Veronica signed and dated the papers over the next few minutes, glad to be employed again and ready to take the plunge. She could already feel the anxiety lifting from her mind as she mentally reminded herself that this was a good thing.
--
After signing the papers Veronica was taken by Dominique to the office and showed her their programs and systems.
"I promise it's not hard, just high volume for most of it. We needed more people to help handle the demand, but this place is great." Dominique's enthusiasm was almost infectious; Veronica could barely remember the last time she was this at ease for a job.
"How do you feel being on your own for a bit? I'm just a door down and we have our company messenger system if you'd like to get into the habit of using that. You'll be under a temporary log in while we get you all settled in."
She looked like a fish out of water for a moment as her mouth moved with no sounds coming out. But Dominique had explained so much during their time together. Veronica was sure Dominique had other work to do meanwhile she'd be stuck watching training videos and presentations.
"Yes, I'll be fine. Thank you, Dominique." She watched as Dominique smiled and waved, closing the door, leaving Veronica alone for the first time since she had been there.
She started up the first video of many and looked around the office area. She never imagined working in such a place, but it was surprisingly lax. A giggle escaped as she eyed the dildo plushies inside the cubicles used for stress release and had awe for the images of expanding products.
"I never thought about what goes into making toys.."
The video melted into the background while she began to imagine the physical part of creating toys. Who were the testers and how did they get into that?
What if they tested in front of everyone?
She could feel her heart spiking at the fright and excitement of that, she could almost swear she felt ghostly sensations.
Her attention was snapped back to the computer as the sound of the messenger alerted her. Dominique was checking on her and joked about the videos for training.
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A few hours had passed and time was ticking closer to lunch which was not due for another hour. Veronica got up to stretch, she had made it through a significant amount of the videos but there were so many more. She had to stifle a laugh about a video that discouraged stealing the products.
Veronica found herself laughing again but to her surprise, it was a faint tickle on her neck and then a hand on her thigh.
"The fuck?"
Craning her neck, she looked back to see no one. But the sensations were persisting and then she felt what felt like a body pressed against hers. The growl of what she thought was a man by her ear.
Her heart was beating a mile a minute, her anxiety felt like it was...less than normal. A phantom body appeared as a translucent blue hue, she stood still freaked out and too shocked to move. Its hands ran up and down her sides over her pencil skirt and following the shape of her hips. Faint whispers of her words at the fountain suddenly crept from her mind.
I wish this anxiety didn't fuck me up like this.
Whatever this phantom being was, it didn't seem to be able to talk but it could make its intentions known. It pressed up hotly against her, giving her warmth and making her shake. It reminded her of her anxiety in a sexual way.
With that thought, it seemed to get excited, as if to let her know it was true. Veronica then began to open her mouth to weakly scream, but all that came out was a moan. It was pressed against her sandwiching what she imagined to be a big cock between her butt cheeks. Its left hand trailed over her lips and mouth before going down over her stomach gripping the soft skin. The right dove down between her legs pressing against her panties that were becoming increasingly wet.
She didn't understand what was going on but at the same time it was turning her on. Her anxiety was personified and it was finally going to fuck her in a different way. She could feel her nipples hardening under her clothes. The office she was in had an opaque glass, with the lights on inside the office she could probably be seen, she prayed they stayed dimmed.
Her anxiety figure pushed her down on the desk, there was nothing else on it to be in the way. She was sure if there was, the figure would not have cared. She felt herself pressing down on her breast, the first few buttons of her shirt popped and flew onto the floor. Veronica could feel a hand slide sensually against her spine down her back before reaching down to hike up her skirt and push her panties to the side.
She could feel its fingers trailing over her ass before gliding down snaking further down her inner thigh. She whimpered feeling as it placed both hands on her ass before spreading her apart. The heat of its breath hot against her skin. She slapped her hand over her mouth as it sloppily licked and sucked at her clit. Slurping noises filled her ears but she clamped her hand against her mouth harder not knowing what was real.
She became lost in the sensation pressing back against the feelings of a tongue and soft wet lips eating her out. Then she came gripping the desk edge in pleasure and sighing as her body relaxed. Veronica began to stand up until she felt the figure encourage her feet further apart for her to be fully supported by the desk.
Its hands gripped her hips before she felt the head of a hard cock pressed against her sex. In one fluid movement, it speared her on it making her groan out. It then went for it rocking her furiously against the desk as she struggled to breathe against the assault. She could feel her own juices creep down her inner thigh.
Suddenly there was a knock on the door, she slapped her hand over her mouth as a silencer. Surprised and confused whether the commotion could be heard, her body was still being pressed against the desk.
"Veronica? You alright in there?" Dominique's shadow could be seen in front of the door, her hand was beginning to reach for the handle but Veronica screamed out.
"MN-Noo I-I'm fine. Don't worry about me. B-bad cramps!"
"...Okay honey, I'll be back. I'm going out to pick up my order. Forgot to pack lunch today, I'm starving." Dominique replied as her footsteps retreated down the hallway.
The excitement of getting caught or being seen heightened her arousal. The phantom was fucking her for all it was worth, hips dipping at angles and rhythms that made her legs weak.
She then felt the tingle and tensing of her muscles as an orgasm began to bloom and spread through her body. Her phantom picked up the pace until she felt it give in, a wetness rolled down the back of her leg.
Veronica then looked back to see the figure gone, she pulled her skirt down and sat down. She felt so confused and ran her hands over her body to see if it felt anything like the phantom. She even looked down to see her shirt buttoned up, none of the buttons were missing.
"What the fuck?"
She exited the room and looked around, no one looked in her direction as if they heard anything. Veronica returned the friendly waves of those who made eye contact and made her way down the hall to the bathroom. She entered and threw some water on her face.
"Must have been a daydream...a very vivid daydream?"
She washed her hands and got ready to take her lunch break. On final inspection she looked at her reflection and saw one button missing, she blinked and it was fine.
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